In the past few month, i got this feeling that my life in the college will be turned upside down. And in fact, it is true. Alas, it is not in such a good way. I've lost my dear friend, i've lost my girlfriend, and i've lost my motivation to study. My classmates thought that i am a weirdo and jugded me harshly without knowing what happened to me. Thankfully thought, with it came a sweet-bitter realization.. that it's true that i am a weirdo and so does everyone in terms that everyone struggle with their own problems. Right now, i tried to make sure that i could cope with my own weirdness and make sure that i can do well and at the same times try to make other understand. Please help me :)